29.5.09 | 11:27:00 PM

Alhamdulillah, Im back from Bandung.(:
Well, travelling around Indonesia can be real fun. haha
We went to Bandung, Puncak, Bogor & Jakarta.
Shopped abit. and bought new specs toO (:
The fun part is that I went to Spa session with Mum. haha. & Mum's clients are super nice people.


The Not-so-fun part is that,
"Tour guides" at Tangkuban Perahu pissed me off.
Hotel in Puncak is eerie that suddenly risen my temperature which causes fever.
(but the hotel is nice for honeymoon, seriously haha.)
All of us had food poisoning.
Mum accidentally release that car seat without realising that my leg is underneath which resulted to swelling.
The temperature is not suitable for me that both my ears and nose bleeds.


During this trip,
I have learnt the meaning of Syukur.
Being grateful for what I have and not taking things for granted.
There are less fortunate people who needs this more than I do.

Whenever I see kids begging for money, I got the sudden urge to adopt them.
Especially when one of the kids with tattered and torn clothings weeped and begged for money along the heavy traffic.
Some of the villagers also earn by using their creativity and made unique handicrafts and sell it.


& Thanks to Bu Ayu, Bu Dewi, Pak Hadimara, Bu Oni, Pak Wawan for their great help in driving us throughout our journey & last but not least my cutey chubby Alif Dio for entertaining us.


& the indonesian accent still melekats. haha!

missing

28.5.09 | 10:18:00 PM

Circle of Life. (:

| 8:37:00 PM

Missed.

27.5.09 | 10:59:00 PM

Bandung holiday is coming real real soon.

Im very excited, but the other half is not. ):

oh dear, hopefully I'd get to watch sunrise / sunset at punchak. :)

Im missing you.

24.5.09 | 4:57:00 PM

This was taken when I was busy making milk for their nap time.

Cute aren't they?(:

21.5.09 | 9:49:00 PM

I love them. :)

20.5.09 | 10:25:00 PM

AHH! I feel like screaming at the top of my voice. NOW~

| 12:18:00 AM

No doubt i should say,
YING QI MA'AM is CUTE~
hahaha!

yingqi, you make me crazier crazier says:
okays jiayous hold on girl!
Fadhilahmawaddah says:
haha(:
Fadhilahmawaddah says:
you too ma'am
yingqi, you make me crazier crazier says:
hahahaha
yingqi, you make me crazier crazier says:
yeahhhhh
yingqi, you make me crazier crazier says:
yingqi gives fadhilah a hug!
yingqi, you make me crazier crazier says:
tight tight hug! let's jiayous!
Fadhilahmawaddah says:
haha *huggs*

& we both share the same interest for Kids.((:
hahaha! wonder if both of us become teachers in same Preschool...
Confirm. XD haha!

alright, Bandung is next week :)
yay! and cohesion nite toO.
haha. ohoh.

19.5.09 | 1:27:00 AM

The twinkling of stars on a balmy night,

The gabble of geese as they take flight.

A passionate look in your lover’s eye,

The graceful ballet of a butterfly.

The freshening feel of an ocean breeze,

The colors of change in the leaves on the trees.

The feeling of peace as the days go by,

Life's a dazzling puzzle—and we don’t know why.

18.5.09 | 6:48:00 PM

Wait for my temperature to subside and went to Polyclinic for consultation.
The wait wasn't too long but, I was so upset that the doctor gave the wrong medication.
& wore the mask throughout the journey home resulted to free stares haha.

17.5.09 | 10:30:00 PM

Thank you for today.(:

& my temperature's escalating. so perhaps tomorrow, consulting a doctor. maybe i should consider Zaidi's Sir advice which is getting vaccination for flu. hmm, see how.(:

Secret Love.

| 12:09:00 AM

Ryan is very cute. I love him alot.

Rina; "Ryan, wheres Teacher Fadhilah?"

Ryan; "Peacher?"

(Point to me,) Ryan; "Falala!"

HAHAHA((:

then, he got pushed by one boy and cried then sat on my lap.

Me; "Ryan, who push you?"

Ryan; "Ah Puish~! "(ahpui.)
cute la he. (:

15.5.09 | 10:32:00 PM

I sense something's not right since yesterday.
& I just break down for no reason.
Ya Allah, please give me strength.

13.5.09 | 9:34:00 PM

Trouble will find you no matter where you go, oh oh.
No Matter if you're fast no matter if you're slow, oh oh.
The eye of the storm and the cry in the morn, oh oh.
Your fine for a while but then start to loose control.

He's there in the dark,
He's there in my heart,
He waits in the winds
He's gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
Yeah trouble is a friend of mine. oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh.
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh.
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh.
So don't forget as you ease on down the road.

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm.
I won't let him win, but Im a sucker for his charm.
Trouble is a friend,
Yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel.
And how I try to make him leave; I try.
Oh Oh I try!

Trouble is a friend; Lenka.

12.5.09 | 11:07:00 PM

dieDieDieDIEdie!
dunoe why sudden insecurity overwhelming me.
how??

GU / GO?
im strong but, i felt that theres just something stopping.
i know, i shouldn't hang on something thats not worth it.
but, yato.

God, help. :)

i LOVE bestie~
You magnify my happiness
When I am feeling glad;
You help to heal my injured heart
Whenever I am sad.

You’re such a pleasure in my life;
I hope that you can see
How meaningful your friendship is;
You’re a total joy to me.

| 10:41:00 PM

YAY!!!!
I want go Bandung~
Booked my leave alr. (:

11.5.09 | 10:52:00 PM

Yay! back to PG1. No more Tiring-B-A-S-C-KIDS to deal with.
Rayn seriously gave me scare today.
Bathed him once for paint all over him.
and 7 mins later after first bath, he had diarrhea.

while bathing felt that his temperature's abit high.
And when checked, 40.1
haha, sponging him with ice pack can be a disaster. but yeah, lured him to kisses.
I mean the hershey's kisses. haha!

in the end Yang laoshi helped me to wet cloth and wipe him all over.
then laoshi said," When my son sick, i will always do this."
& i replied, " I also~"
haha! then she gave me a stare for like 10 seconds and we laughed hysterically.
cos, all my colleagues keep saying each other, " you give birth la! later your kid send here. then can make sit naughty chair..." then yeah, she shared her mothers' day story.
Felt abit sad for her.

So after work, went SHOPPING!
its rare for me to shop. unless i really need get something or peace (:
haha shop till i fall down.
bought laoshi bday gift.(:
Bought mum shoes.. haha! cos she bought me bag yesterday XD
Bought contacts, work stuffs; books, colouring stuffs.(:
& bubble solution. yay! tmr can play(:

& im just missing.
but boundary, i know.

10.5.09 | 12:04:00 AM

Helmi is so cute!

Mr.Timpanyys says:
MUMMY happy mother's day
Fadhilahmawaddah says:
hahaha! thank you son!

9.5.09 | 10:57:00 PM

Today makan angin was great. haha more of like makan aircon la.
Happy Mothers' Day.
I love you mum.

----

Why did I ignore the happiness that has been right in front of me?
Happiness that will last.
Im sorry to hurt you everytime.

"If not for you, I wouldn’t know
What true love really meant.
I’d never feel this inner peace;
I couldn’t be content."

7.5.09 | 1:11:00 PM

when everything else just make me down,
i know you would be there to pick me up.(:

6.5.09 | 10:14:00 PM

While I was waiting in the canteen for some BASC kids,
A guy in army uniform tapped me.
He handed me a paper full of Love Quotes.
But, When I look and flipped thru, I realise that something was amiss.
& I showed Dad.
& he brought it to the knowledge of one of the Ustaz, from MUIS.
& today he said, Dhila.. the case is going court.

Im doomeD!


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went to the doctor with mum,
i think doctor crazy.
now i feel like just being ....
mum even laughed at me.
but2, after the "pain" got 2 days MC.
Hiphip HURRAY!
too bad, still need to endure the pains. haha!

5.5.09 | 10:25:00 PM

Sian.
Falling ill pretty soon.
again.

3.5.09 | 3:57:00 PM

Yay! new TV(:
cool 42 inch. like bro have said, can even see the person's pimple XD
I lovin' it(:

2.5.09 | 10:39:00 PM

Yay, bought new Handphone~
LG Cookie. haha! Touch screen hp.

well, yesterday labour day was kinda great.
Had hearty chat with family and went out in the afternoon.
some moments which i couldn't forget is when we all went into toys shop as i was looking for some stuff when mum bought PINK kiddy kind of cushion.

so bro's reaction was, "Dhila, faster2 get married. You see mum starting to ramas2 alr.."
& I was like HAR?!

Mum's uber cute~
& we even had chat about our baby times, getting married and raising kids.
how we bfed and stuffs. and how i run after her for milk. hahaha!

Mother's day coming soon hopefully we'll go somewhere to celebrate it.
I just love this moment(:

| 1:40:00 PM

Thank you, friend, for all the things
That mean so much to me--
For concern and understanding
You give abundantly.

Thanks for listening with your heart;
For cheering me when I'm blue;
For bringing out the best in me;
And just for being you.

Thanks for in-depth conversation
That stimulates my brain;
For silly times we laugh out loud;
For things I can't explain.

For looking past my flaws and faults;
For all the time you spend;
For all the kind things that you do,
Thank you; thank you, friend.

i miss you, bestie.